I answered the phone,
You dad's distant voice spoke.
Whispered that you were gone,
I stumbled, he broke.
I got dressed quickly,
I was straight by your side.
Such an angel sleeping,
So many tears, I cried.
I took you in my arms,
You were already going cold.
I couldn't whisper goodbye,
Nor believe the words I'd been told.
I laid you back down gently,
I ran, ran away.
Despair took over,
And words I couldn't say.
I turned to go back,
Kept seeing your face.
I felt so defeated,
So god damn out of place.
Shouted that it isn't fair,
As I got back to you.
They said it was quick,
Nothing they could do.
So now the days are strange,
And I'm singing your name.
I can't bring you back,
And there's no one to blame.
So going on with out you,
Is all that I can do.
So I'll fall apart silently,
As I miss you.